"Smile so captivating, your beauty so amazing. Your love my heart is craving but I’m simply stuck at waiting"

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I love like hurt doesn’t exist
Ill hold you tighter than the five of a fist
In thousands your my number one pick.
I just happen to love like hurt doesn’t exist.


-you don’t even know it

Eyes full of hurt, that smile is a bluff.
Inside im so weak, but act like im tough

Words slightly muffled, voice a slight crack
Vision getting blurry, from tears held back..

Opened mouth to speak, as words start to pour
body begins to shake, as the pain grows more.

Feeling so blue,feeling so blue
Walking a path, thats absent of you

Saying Goodbye was the hardest to do..
What remains the same, is i love you.

Dot dot dot

I sat, you look.

My strength it took
to say bye, it hurt

tonight i lay,

with your shirt.

your scent, my nose.

to my body,

held close.

this pain, so much

So much, So much…

Hate Sleeping Alone..

Killing me inside,

Plenty tears to cry,
Deep off in pain
Driving me insane.
No sight of your name
But it echos in my brain.
Further and further— down

Whats a world when you arent around..
Sleep to escape the thoughts

But even my dreams are distraught

dont you love me? or is this an endless nightmare

daze off from the world, just to think if you would care

But these are just the words, from a heart thats alone.

with so much love to give, if i could give, you could have my own.

Hate sleeping alone, with the feelings left unfelt.

but just a glimpse of your smile, and this hurt would just melt..

how you deal, how you delt, i fail to comprehend..

2 weeks not so long,for this love to begin..

now your gone, wheres my home..

Damn……. i hate sleeping alone..